...

sometimes i cry
sometimes i wonder why
this world is falling out
from under me

sometimes i scream
sometimes this life doesn't seem
like it could be worse
than it is

but i take all that negativity
and channel it into this energy
to write a song
even if it's not that long.

maybe it's just the many things i have to do
with so little time to do it all
all the stress surrounding me and making me
feel the need to implode.

and i cry out, i scream for you to take me from this mire
and i cry out, i scream, really it's my one desire
that i not be in this place much more
i'm beginning to abhor
this feeling that i lack contentment
really it's a grand resentment
not feeling in touch with reality
or anything like practicality
want your arms so lovingly
embrace me reassuringly
tell me it will be alright
even though if i had sight
i could see that everything was falling apart...
from sanity to depart.