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So, according to Facebook, there have been several weddings amongst my acquaintances in the last couple weeks.  I am happy for them all, I genuinely am, but it makes me long so terribly for a wedding of my own.  Not a wedding for a wedding's sake, but a wedding because that means the start of a marriage, which means a life partnership, which is something I deeply long for.  I think the older I get - and I know, I'm still young - the more my heart cries out for this and the more my eyes cry out for this.  Seriously, so many tears.  I also know that if I genuinely want it to be a life partnership I can't rush anything.  It has to be right.  That sort of sucks.  I'm tired of this waiting thing.